I'm so tired. My body. My mind. My clothes. My life. I wrote in the wrong name today on the sign in sheet, failed a test, and didn't keep tabs on my homework for Ed Psych. I can't help my struggling friend nor am I able to fix my family's lives.
My mind is a slow fog. And my body only trudges.
If I fall over dead, will it take a thousand years for me to hit the ground? Or only a moment?
I'm going to lose another scholarship. My parents may force me to be at home from now on. I don't deserve help with this expensive tuition. I should be drowning in student loans like my peers, more so even. Just let me keep falling, maybe someday I'll reach oblivion.
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