L...

L,

If this is indeed the end for us, I'm so sorry. I fucked things up again huh? I just had to open my mouth. I did this before too. I know you remember. I couldn't handle my parents pressure for you to be a Christian. I couldn't stand up for you, so you left because you wouldn't be confined by an ancient and dusty religion that condones the murder of millions.

I thought I had moved past that, that I would never do it again, but I couldn't keep my mouth shut around her. It just came up. All those things I hid deep inside in a desperate attempt to protect everyone's feelings. It's like word vomit. I came across  so sarcastic and snappy, and treated her like dirt. I have no excuses for my actions; I was in the wrong, end of story.

I'm just sorry that I couldn't be better for you.

~H